Seadanya aku.

rasa sangat bermeaninglah lagu ni..... like like Tak dapat ku kotakan Seperti yang sudah-sudah Bagai memetik butir bintang Yang jauh tampak terang Tak sanggup ku mungkir dalam sayang Tak mampu ku berikan Mimpi di luar jangkauan Terimalah yang setulusnya Aku di depan mata Seadanya aku manusia Aku peraih kasih sayang Rindu pada ketulusan belaian Engkau yang mendamaikan rasa ragu Dengan cinta tak seperti dulu Istana yang ku bina Biarpun kali kedua Terimalah yang setulusnya Aku di depan mata Seadanya aku manusia Aku peraih kasih sayang Rindu pada ketulusan belaian Engkau yang mendamaikan rasa ragu Dengan cinta tak seperti dulu

No mes ames

Translate from no mes ames
Jlo & Marc Anthony

Don’t love me

Tell me why you are crying
For happiness
And why are you drowning
Because of loneliness
Say why you are taking (grasping)
Strongly like that, my hands
And your thoughts
Are carrying you away
I love you so
And why do you think this is happening
Crazy stubborn
Stop having any more doubts about it
Even if in the future
There might be an enormous wall
I am not afraid
I want to fall in love
You don’t love me, because you think
That i seem different
Don’t you think that this is how it should be
To watch the time go by together
Don’t love me, because i understand
The lie it would be
If i don’t deserve your love
Don’t love me, just stay one more day
Don’t love me, because i am lost
Because i changed the world, because it is destiny
Because it can’t be, we are a mirror
And since it is so you would be what I reflect of me
Don’t love me, in order to die
In a battle full of regrets
Don’t love me, in order to be on the ground, I want to open my wings
With your great love of the blue of the sky
I don’t know what to tell you, this is the truth
If the people want, they know how to hurt
You and I will split up
They won’t move
But in this sky don’t leave me alone
Don’t leave me, don’t leave me
Don’t listen to me, if I say to you “don’t love me”
Don’t leave me, don’t disarm
My heart with this “don’t love me”
Don’t love me, I am begging you
Allow me to be bitter
You know well, that i can’t
That it is useless, that i will always love you
Don’t love me, as i will make you suffer
With this heart that is filled with a thousand winters
Don’t love me in order to forget your grey days
I want you to love me only for loving me
Don’t love me, you and i will fly
The one with the other and will continue together forever
This love is like the sun that comes out after the storm
Like two comets on the same pathway
Don’t love me

Sedang apa....

And i always luv you.
Going to miss you here...... Sob..sob.. Sob..

Tittle : sedang apa dan dimana
Singer: sammy simorangkir

dulu selalu ada waktu untuk kita
kini ku sendiri
dulu kata cinta tak habis tercipta
kini tiada lagi (lagi)
sedang apa dan dimana dirimu yang dulu ku cinta
ku tak tahu tak lagi tahu seperti waktu dulu
apakah mungkin bila kini ku ingin kembali
menjalani janji hati kita
sedang apa dan dimana wooo
sedang apa dan dimana dirimu yang dulu ku cinta
ku tak tahu tak lagi tahu seperti waktu dulu
apakah mungkin bila kini ku ingin kembali
menjalani menjalani menjalani janji hati kita

My Baby You

I Need To Know

They say around the way you've asked for me
there's even talk about you wantin' me
I must admit that's what I wanna hear
But thas jus' talk until you take me there, oh
If it's true don't leave me all alone out here
Wonderin' if you're ever gonna take me there
Tell Me What you're feelin' cuz I need to Know
Girl you gotta let me know which way to go
Cuz I Need to Know
I need to know
Tell Me Babygirl cuz I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
Tell me Babygirl cuz I need to know
My every thought is of this bein' true
It's gettin' harder not to think of you
Girl I'm exactly where I wanna be
The only things I need you here with me, oh

you're still d one

Writer: SHANIA TWAIN, ROBERT JOHN LANGE

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The on that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
They said "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holdin' on
We're still together still goin' strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby

from this moment

"From This Moment On"


(I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

mencari kepastian hati.

benarkah cinta itu milik ku? Permainan yang bermain dalam fikiranku.. Sengaja aku mendiamkan diri darinya..... At least i can defined what it is... Cuti panjang ni membuatkan aku berfikir dan sedar sebenarnya yang aku tak mampu hidup tanpa dia.. Tanpa kasih syg dia,gelak tawa dia... Semuanya tentang dia... Bb u should know how much i love you..
Aku percaya, mesti ada org tak puas hati dgn statement nie.. But let it be... Yang aku tahu, that my feeling, aku tak boleh nak puaskan hati semua orang. No body its perfect.

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terjadi jua akhirnya

Aku sedar akhirnya aku kalah, gagal
Berdosanya aku.....
Menanggung seksanya kelak...
Kesakitannya...
Kepedihannya...
Kerisauan semua orang

Tolong jangan ulanginya.
Perit menanggung kesakitan itu...
Sangat sakit...

Tolonglah mngerti...

sabar itu indah

yiesterday my aunts visit me at sony...
Today i start feel the pain at my back, waist and my mood swinging like hell, too sensitive. Sabar k tani, it will be ok soon.
My kaki ok kot but still need to apply menza cream evryday n night.
Work: today ok. Yesterday pening coz i need to settle the c.o.c test for order member. Az3 new model introduction, sure soon kena tembak with d three monkeys. Rasa nak resign coz bosan with boss always selfish...
Bersabarlah.. Sabar itu indah.

.......

Tak selesa dgn keadaan aku sekarang...
Tak suuka bila sakit
Tak suka bila tak larat
Tak suka.
Tapi itu yang berlaku hari ni..... Tak sukanya....

biar ku tanggung sendiri.. :-)

Kesakitan kaki melanda, that buat aku tak selesanak berjalan till i need ankle guard dupport to help me. Aku pun tak tahu kenapa so sudden aku dapat sakit kaki nie.. Sabar je lah kan. This morning baru nak beruruf.. Sbb tak tahan sangat lah.. Hahhaha.. Nani oh nani..
Yesterday aku p jumpe doc, and doc prescribe me with pain killer n cream, sort of menzza cream but the cream its highly dose, yea i do ask doc to increass the dose f pain killer and the creamcoz evrynite i have to sufer of sakit kaki. Then the doc prescribe high dose. Then my medicice full 1bag plastics. Hihi..

Semoga cepat sembuh yer cik nani

cool n relax

raya aji dah lepas.. Alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan dgn sempurna... Sangat seronok sebab this year, first time raya kat kampung with nenet kesayangan. Best sgt coz semua gath together.. Masak lemang, bergedil,rendang n mcm mcm lagi lah.
Sure mak, mak lang n kak lin orang yang paling bz arranging all this thing.. Hahah aku n abah tukang tdngik jer lah. Tak puas cuti 3hari, rasa mcm nak extend lagi til seminggu.. Hahaha.. But its ok.. Hantu raya cuti seminggu.. Hahahha bertenang tanpa dia. Dia resign trus pun tak pa.
Working mode aft cuti raya ok. Minggu penuh dgn gelak tawa walaupun bz with kerja, totally out of stress coz laughing make me happy. Usik orang sana sini.. Sakat my girl. Huhuhuhu...
Luckily ifa understand my buzzzziinesss..... Kalo x tak tahu nk kata apa... Layan jer r.

Debab is leaving us soon.. Aku rasa.. Ok.. But sure alone n lonely like before... Debab, will miss you. Nnt mama ami suka lah,ibu p sana... Hurmmm tak aci btol.. X aci.. Xaci..

My athma latsly getting worst.. I dont know where is my mistake till its attacks me evrynite.. I stil follow d medication n pantang evrything... But its keep bugging like hell.:-).. Benci benci benci.

Danny.. I miss you.. Rindu sangat...

mereka tidak pernah mengerti.

30-10-2011
Sunday at 20:04 hrs
Vnue: sumwhere in kajang.

First,memang excited gyler coz Ns menang piala fm last nite. Aku bukan minat pun bola ni tapi sem ns yg main, aku proud to be org n9 lah...
Letih letih letih, that describe me, letih g cherating tak habis lagi, dah p beremdam kat kalumpang.... Letih akalumpzng tak habis lago, dah kena kerja on saturday... Huwahhh andainyz ada yang paham kepenatan ni, alangkag bagusnya.. Letih sgt until i drag of all my chores, and evrything.. Let my room mcm sarang tikus... Tutup mata sebelahlah tgk evrything bdrselerak. Penat penat. So today baru aku can settle everything. Huhuhu... LegA rasanya dapat mopping,sweping etc...

Boring... Rindu semua ada, tapi masa itu terhad.. Sgt terhad... Tolonglah faham...

hidup tak seperti yang kita inginkan.

Date: 16-10-2011
Day: sunday
Venue: Nasi ulam,jalan reko,kajang.

Alhamdulillah, ada juga masa akhirnya untuk blogging ni. Banyak betul perkara yang perlu di uruskan sehingga mengabaikan blog ni. Nasib baiklah blog ni tak da perasaan nak marah ke apa, ifnot dah satu hal nak pujuk.

RAMADHAN 2011.
Everything was fine, aku try the very best to follow solat terawikh setiap malam kat surau near my home, biasalah ada yang dapat p, ada yang tak. Tapi apa yang mengecewakan hati ni bila aku tak boleh puasa 14 hari due too my period yang tak menentu. Sedih gyler.... Bukannya aku makanpun walaupun aku tak puasa. Alhamdulillah sepanjangbulan ni tak ada gangguan mentak dari hantu raya. Semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. Syukur sangat sangat. Segalanyacukup sederhana. As skmpwle as i am.

Syawal 2011.
Tahun ni cuti straight till wekend so i can spent raya with my family. This year my baju raya is blue colour, same with abah.. Hehehe.. Sambutan pun sederhana. Kak long, kak lang,kak kina kaklin n abeman... Kakteh as usual abalik apagi raya with budak budak. Just wondering about syamira, izqalan n aqlan also fatihah.. Mcm manalah mereka sambut raya. Rindu kat mereka bertiaga.a hahah melepak di kg and after asar barua balik pd. Malam semua tidur keletiahn.. Aku yang keletihan....

Tak lupa juga pada abijad yang takda. Rindu sebenarnya. N rasa sgt kehilangan.. Bila di fikkr fikir balik, seuanya harus di teruskan.
Tapi dia sentiasa berada di dalam hati semua orang. Abijad you re mom hero... Always be mom hero n our hero too.. Gosh stop crying la tani....

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sabar itu separuh dari Iman

Sabar..sabar.. + doa + tawakal..
Zulianty already leaving for maternity leave
I'm Bored with boss which never-never want to understand the AUTOJIT.
Hope this coming ramadhan berikan aku kekuatan bekerja di sony. Ya Allah berikan aku kekuatan & kesabaran melayan kerenah2 boss-boss yang hanya tahu mementingkan diri sendiri. Ya Allah berikan aku ketenangan menghadapi ramadhanMu kali ni. Jauhkan aku dari segala kesusahan sesungguh Engkau Maha Mengetahui segalanya.
Aminnn

just the way i am.

hola.... 3 nites cant sleep well, 1 nites suffer of stomach ace and 5 days my low blood pressure is haunting me. That required me to do routine check up all over again. Sick of it! Meet kak ngah last nite & talked to her about my low blood pressure and as she said may be its due to family genetic coz her,my self,abah n arwah abg izad also face the same probs. I must put down my weight. And kak ngah suggest to take mengkudu juice. I already told ifa to find mengkudu for me. Hahah. Back to insomnia issue... I just cant sleep and make me feel sleepy @ work. Esp in the afternoon. Waaaaaa whylah this happen to me.
Work getting tough lately. It make stress day by day esp when dealing with people who really dont understand about my work n team. As from my point of view, we try to improve the weakness but for this peoe, they keep condemn and never think further about it. Work as a team, cooperat with each other, helping each other, support and if they dont know, show n teach them. Today zulianty cried after quite sumtimes she never cried, of course i'm d one who mad at this peopl. Sabar ye zulianty. 5 days to go n u will release from this tress.
good thing for my dearie Ifa, soon she will have a new car. Alhamdulillah, at last after working so hard + her effort, she get a new saga fl. Sayang try to drive in auto yer, dont worry, i''ll wil teach u. Today we going sign the agreement and go to the kak umi place to settle down everything. we try to maintain the same pregistration number for her car.. Apa macam, ok tak?? Danny jangan jealous tau! And i know ifa paling happy rite now and i know she cant wait to cherrish the moment with me.. Hahaha perasan betul... sayang u.
I've new boy friend.. Just a boyfriend and i never expect to go further, unless if jodoh kenot do anything lah. His name is Jack but i called him pak cik coz he is pak cik tua.. Hahaha his age same with abeman. He kind of crazy hahahah but always buli me.. . He have a good sense of humour and always brighten up my day when its raining.he also a gud advisor too. Tak rugi ada kawan mcm dia. Jack nice knowing you. And i hope this friendship will remain. For ever.