from this moment

"From This Moment On"


(I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

mencari kepastian hati.

benarkah cinta itu milik ku? Permainan yang bermain dalam fikiranku.. Sengaja aku mendiamkan diri darinya..... At least i can defined what it is... Cuti panjang ni membuatkan aku berfikir dan sedar sebenarnya yang aku tak mampu hidup tanpa dia.. Tanpa kasih syg dia,gelak tawa dia... Semuanya tentang dia... Bb u should know how much i love you..
Aku percaya, mesti ada org tak puas hati dgn statement nie.. But let it be... Yang aku tahu, that my feeling, aku tak boleh nak puaskan hati semua orang. No body its perfect.

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terjadi jua akhirnya

Aku sedar akhirnya aku kalah, gagal
Berdosanya aku.....
Menanggung seksanya kelak...
Kesakitannya...
Kepedihannya...
Kerisauan semua orang

Tolong jangan ulanginya.
Perit menanggung kesakitan itu...
Sangat sakit...

Tolonglah mngerti...

sabar itu indah

yiesterday my aunts visit me at sony...
Today i start feel the pain at my back, waist and my mood swinging like hell, too sensitive. Sabar k tani, it will be ok soon.
My kaki ok kot but still need to apply menza cream evryday n night.
Work: today ok. Yesterday pening coz i need to settle the c.o.c test for order member. Az3 new model introduction, sure soon kena tembak with d three monkeys. Rasa nak resign coz bosan with boss always selfish...
Bersabarlah.. Sabar itu indah.

.......

Tak selesa dgn keadaan aku sekarang...
Tak suuka bila sakit
Tak suka bila tak larat
Tak suka.
Tapi itu yang berlaku hari ni..... Tak sukanya....

biar ku tanggung sendiri.. :-)

Kesakitan kaki melanda, that buat aku tak selesanak berjalan till i need ankle guard dupport to help me. Aku pun tak tahu kenapa so sudden aku dapat sakit kaki nie.. Sabar je lah kan. This morning baru nak beruruf.. Sbb tak tahan sangat lah.. Hahhaha.. Nani oh nani..
Yesterday aku p jumpe doc, and doc prescribe me with pain killer n cream, sort of menzza cream but the cream its highly dose, yea i do ask doc to increass the dose f pain killer and the creamcoz evrynite i have to sufer of sakit kaki. Then the doc prescribe high dose. Then my medicice full 1bag plastics. Hihi..

Semoga cepat sembuh yer cik nani

cool n relax

raya aji dah lepas.. Alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan dgn sempurna... Sangat seronok sebab this year, first time raya kat kampung with nenet kesayangan. Best sgt coz semua gath together.. Masak lemang, bergedil,rendang n mcm mcm lagi lah.
Sure mak, mak lang n kak lin orang yang paling bz arranging all this thing.. Hahah aku n abah tukang tdngik jer lah. Tak puas cuti 3hari, rasa mcm nak extend lagi til seminggu.. Hahaha.. But its ok.. Hantu raya cuti seminggu.. Hahahha bertenang tanpa dia. Dia resign trus pun tak pa.
Working mode aft cuti raya ok. Minggu penuh dgn gelak tawa walaupun bz with kerja, totally out of stress coz laughing make me happy. Usik orang sana sini.. Sakat my girl. Huhuhuhu...
Luckily ifa understand my buzzzziinesss..... Kalo x tak tahu nk kata apa... Layan jer r.

Debab is leaving us soon.. Aku rasa.. Ok.. But sure alone n lonely like before... Debab, will miss you. Nnt mama ami suka lah,ibu p sana... Hurmmm tak aci btol.. X aci.. Xaci..

My athma latsly getting worst.. I dont know where is my mistake till its attacks me evrynite.. I stil follow d medication n pantang evrything... But its keep bugging like hell.:-).. Benci benci benci.

Danny.. I miss you.. Rindu sangat...

mereka tidak pernah mengerti.

30-10-2011
Sunday at 20:04 hrs
Vnue: sumwhere in kajang.

First,memang excited gyler coz Ns menang piala fm last nite. Aku bukan minat pun bola ni tapi sem ns yg main, aku proud to be org n9 lah...
Letih letih letih, that describe me, letih g cherating tak habis lagi, dah p beremdam kat kalumpang.... Letih akalumpzng tak habis lago, dah kena kerja on saturday... Huwahhh andainyz ada yang paham kepenatan ni, alangkag bagusnya.. Letih sgt until i drag of all my chores, and evrything.. Let my room mcm sarang tikus... Tutup mata sebelahlah tgk evrything bdrselerak. Penat penat. So today baru aku can settle everything. Huhuhu... LegA rasanya dapat mopping,sweping etc...

Boring... Rindu semua ada, tapi masa itu terhad.. Sgt terhad... Tolonglah faham...

hidup tak seperti yang kita inginkan.

Date: 16-10-2011
Day: sunday
Venue: Nasi ulam,jalan reko,kajang.

Alhamdulillah, ada juga masa akhirnya untuk blogging ni. Banyak betul perkara yang perlu di uruskan sehingga mengabaikan blog ni. Nasib baiklah blog ni tak da perasaan nak marah ke apa, ifnot dah satu hal nak pujuk.

RAMADHAN 2011.
Everything was fine, aku try the very best to follow solat terawikh setiap malam kat surau near my home, biasalah ada yang dapat p, ada yang tak. Tapi apa yang mengecewakan hati ni bila aku tak boleh puasa 14 hari due too my period yang tak menentu. Sedih gyler.... Bukannya aku makanpun walaupun aku tak puasa. Alhamdulillah sepanjangbulan ni tak ada gangguan mentak dari hantu raya. Semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. Syukur sangat sangat. Segalanyacukup sederhana. As skmpwle as i am.

Syawal 2011.
Tahun ni cuti straight till wekend so i can spent raya with my family. This year my baju raya is blue colour, same with abah.. Hehehe.. Sambutan pun sederhana. Kak long, kak lang,kak kina kaklin n abeman... Kakteh as usual abalik apagi raya with budak budak. Just wondering about syamira, izqalan n aqlan also fatihah.. Mcm manalah mereka sambut raya. Rindu kat mereka bertiaga.a hahah melepak di kg and after asar barua balik pd. Malam semua tidur keletiahn.. Aku yang keletihan....

Tak lupa juga pada abijad yang takda. Rindu sebenarnya. N rasa sgt kehilangan.. Bila di fikkr fikir balik, seuanya harus di teruskan.
Tapi dia sentiasa berada di dalam hati semua orang. Abijad you re mom hero... Always be mom hero n our hero too.. Gosh stop crying la tani....

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sabar itu separuh dari Iman

Sabar..sabar.. + doa + tawakal..
Zulianty already leaving for maternity leave
I'm Bored with boss which never-never want to understand the AUTOJIT.
Hope this coming ramadhan berikan aku kekuatan bekerja di sony. Ya Allah berikan aku kekuatan & kesabaran melayan kerenah2 boss-boss yang hanya tahu mementingkan diri sendiri. Ya Allah berikan aku ketenangan menghadapi ramadhanMu kali ni. Jauhkan aku dari segala kesusahan sesungguh Engkau Maha Mengetahui segalanya.
Aminnn

just the way i am.

hola.... 3 nites cant sleep well, 1 nites suffer of stomach ace and 5 days my low blood pressure is haunting me. That required me to do routine check up all over again. Sick of it! Meet kak ngah last nite & talked to her about my low blood pressure and as she said may be its due to family genetic coz her,my self,abah n arwah abg izad also face the same probs. I must put down my weight. And kak ngah suggest to take mengkudu juice. I already told ifa to find mengkudu for me. Hahah. Back to insomnia issue... I just cant sleep and make me feel sleepy @ work. Esp in the afternoon. Waaaaaa whylah this happen to me.
Work getting tough lately. It make stress day by day esp when dealing with people who really dont understand about my work n team. As from my point of view, we try to improve the weakness but for this peoe, they keep condemn and never think further about it. Work as a team, cooperat with each other, helping each other, support and if they dont know, show n teach them. Today zulianty cried after quite sumtimes she never cried, of course i'm d one who mad at this peopl. Sabar ye zulianty. 5 days to go n u will release from this tress.
good thing for my dearie Ifa, soon she will have a new car. Alhamdulillah, at last after working so hard + her effort, she get a new saga fl. Sayang try to drive in auto yer, dont worry, i''ll wil teach u. Today we going sign the agreement and go to the kak umi place to settle down everything. we try to maintain the same pregistration number for her car.. Apa macam, ok tak?? Danny jangan jealous tau! And i know ifa paling happy rite now and i know she cant wait to cherrish the moment with me.. Hahaha perasan betul... sayang u.
I've new boy friend.. Just a boyfriend and i never expect to go further, unless if jodoh kenot do anything lah. His name is Jack but i called him pak cik coz he is pak cik tua.. Hahaha his age same with abeman. He kind of crazy hahahah but always buli me.. . He have a good sense of humour and always brighten up my day when its raining.he also a gud advisor too. Tak rugi ada kawan mcm dia. Jack nice knowing you. And i hope this friendship will remain. For ever.

beautiful world i share with you.

working... this week memang memerah otak @ office. Bag protection lah. invnetory lah.. bla..bla.. bla.. penat sgt.. tapi kan bear rent tu x paham2..

love is in the air.. hahahaha.. mak cik ikat rambut macam pokok kelapa sawet.. hahahha toncet mcm org dalam pantang... - lya news gf.. hahaha... video shoot dah cantik... scene lap-lap mulut.... add on script sendiri... hahah by the way her name is sue.. you.. congrats.

my granny passed away on 28th March 2011, followed by my lovely cousin, kak ngah ain on 09-04-2011

besides..stress @ work plus melayan orang-orang yang x paham bahasa @ kilang tuh dah biasa...

yang penting my Afie.. sabar ye.. petang ni sy balik...

bukan aku untuk menoleh ke belakang

new year aini...ainz...Nani... Its already march... And so many things happen till rasa malas nak update blog ni. I dont know la... better pendam je dalam hati. n let the wind take all the sadness away and jgn datang lagi. Starting this new year with the newcomer in our family. 1st is our abang long n followed by ahmad hamizan. Waahhh of course sgt syiok coz quite sometime jugaklah no budak kecik in PD. The most happiest of coz kak kinah n abg hazli... N the baby is so cute.... Gerammm n rs x adil, kak lin always kidnapped that babay masuk dlm bilik dia. Our abang long, we didnt manage to meet each other since kak long nikah with him @ london (quite sad story gak sbb dgr kaklong nikah) insya-allah nanti jumpa/juga yer. Danny.... Hurmm my unpredictable buddy.. Tak tahu nak ckp mcm mana... Awak ni mamak.. U must always alert.. And i know ulone n lonely.. And sedih sgt bila tahu u n amo ended mcm tuh jer. And the reason very mengarut kan?? And i dont want u to be lonely that y i never tell u bout afi coz i dont want u to feel alone. I'm still like before can spent time it u happily without any doubt. Macam live life to the fullest. Hahahaha... Macammana plan pengantin 4 kita??? Its word paling kelakar penah terkeluar from my mouth. Ridic!!. kamu be good girl yer....
Afi... A newcomer in my life. Menenangkan segala keresahan di hati, penghibur di kala sunyi, a shoulder to cry on and a heart to be love.... Seem evryything hanya untuk kamu..... . And syg u should know that i always sayang kamu, feel proud to have u n ur craziness. Hahahahaha.... Gila nyer u ni... Hahaha i admit i suka sakat u. N syiok biler tgk u marah2. Hahahahha..... Oooppss bukan mrh tp geram... Ur smile always bright my day. Tq for being here with me. And be aprt of my life... N my family too. .
working mode.... Bosan lah... Bosan lah..... But always think positive. And layan je apa yg dtg. Yang penting kena kuat semangat... Be tough mcm phh. Kuat kuat kuat.
That me now.... support from member, afi,best buddy n my beloved family. Untuk jadi kuat, pk positive itu sgt penting.... Always tanamkan dalam hati kata kata motivate diri, nyanyi lagu yang happy2... Fikir benda2 yang happy2. N jauhkan all the bad thought. Come on aini... Yakinkan diri kamu mesti boleh.....
Lagu bersenam dah mula so its time to pen off n focus on my morning meeting.

Layannnnnnnn zessssssss
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